The Usefull of Dzikir Jahr (Dhikr Jahr) Part-1
The Usefull of Dzikir Jahr (Dhikr Jahr) Part-1 : Applicates on Muamalah According My Experiences in Journeys following Manaqib at Pondok Pesantren Suryalaya, Induring The Last of 2016 Until a Half Least 2017.
Written by: Yusni Tria Yunda
Written by: Yusni Tria Yunda
Since the middle
of 2016, my mind doesn’t got calm at all. Especially in the muamalah concepts;
what kind of this economyc’s system that could taking by me to ride it?. I
didn’t think to “drive” it, just to “ride” it, cause: if ride concept been
applicated to a vehicle’s post in an accounting theory and it mechanism working
on a vehicle with two wheels which always needing to keep moving as uts balance
that make me never getting falling down, it will be defferent with a vehicle
with three, four, or more wheels which always stable on its position of it’s
stay eventhough in an idle conditions from moving on. Always keep on moving was
my concept that I trust before the last of 2016 year. However, my movements on
a few of muamalah’s side make me too far from the essence, or haqikat, from the
true purposes of muamalah by it self as good as Muhammad,- the prophet of
Islam,- and also a professional trader.
What I felt was
always uneasy to got everythings of my purposes in my muamalah’s activities. I
told to my thoriqot’s teacher, Mr. Indra Purwita, SH., about my difficulty
struggles in muamalah. He said a few things of important thinks as my assets on
balance. I still remember, he said: “ulah
ngalakukeun nu geus bisa, cobaan nu can bisa, ameh bisa!”. To his sentence,
I gave meaning that he doesn’t perhaps if I’m doing somethings which I’m
already have a skill of talent in the that things before. I guess he want me to
do another things those I never have the skills of it before. And this mean I
have to keep moving on learning as real as I have to face it. I know, the real
things is the memories of the past; may past. The way I look at the past with
new meanings based on the new experiences at this time, can make me more strength
rater than before, in order to breaking the stone as my heart’s attitudes that
I’ve read on “Miftahus Shudur”.
“Kemudian maka
keraslah hatimu, jadi batu atau lebih keras dari batu” <be attached from
al-Qur`an, Suroh al-Baqoroh, 74th, at: Tajul Arifin, Shohibulwafa,
A., K.H. “Miftahus Shudur: Kunci Pembuka Dada Juz 1”, translated from Arab Language
by: Atjeh, Aboebakar, K.H., Prof. DR. Published by PT. Mudawwamah Warohmah.
Yayasan Serba Bhakti Pondok Pesantren Suryalaya. Tasikmalaya, 1970: 18.>.
“Oleh karena itu sebagaimana batu tidak dapat dipecahkan dengan kekuatan luar
biasa, maka demikian pula dzikir tidak akan berbekas pada se;uruh kekusutan
hati, kecuali dengan kekuatan yang luar biasa pula, yaitu dengan dzikir jahar.”
<ibidem>.
For a few days,
I have thinkink about what aspects in muamalah’s partitions has any correlation
with dzikir jahr <dhikr jahr>?. My confuses may be cause in that time I
just think there were only in obedient activities, specially obedient in
mahdhoh’s activities, such as sholat, and so does dhikr. I was wrong meaning.
Obidient activity and muamalah activity are the couple those balanced each
other. It were both Rosululloh Muhammad’s sunnahs, and I shouldn’t leave them
as possible as I can. But my teacher sentences weren’t only about the skills
which I’ve got, but also: “engke bakal
mangggihan aya bener dina salah, jeung aya salah dina bener!”. He told me
about some day I will found there is the true in the false, and there is the
false in the the true. My mind couldn’t catching his mean, but my heart konown.
I interested to following his next instructs, so I said” “abdi hoyong diajar dzikir nu leres, hoyong ngiring manakiban di
Suryalaya”. And then he said: “mun
arek ibadah mah ibadah weh, tong bari dagang!”.
This was the
point that I need. If I wanna my self being obidiented in order to serve to
Alloh, I shouldn’t to trade. And I catch the meaning as: it was the time for me
to left all of my dependence to my world which I playing on with it in long
time of years. I can say there were 21 years I done activities as money maker,
with working as employee, business, and another commercial of muamalah’s sides.
That was my minds as the response to his sentences at that time. New challenge
for me, and it must be also need new actions to get new esperiences, eventhough
I relized there are several difficult things that possibly to emerge. But of
course I have try to passing it all.
So that soon I
lefting all of my commercial muamalahs, and trying to learning in ibadah as
“abid” as “obidient” to serve Alloh. That was my first intention. In the facts,
my journeys gave me more than what I assumpt before. Eventhough trading’s
sectors have been leaving by me, but with left it, as unintended I’m learning about fee based income sectors,
those I’ve learned by a fe sides as partitions in muamalah’s relationships.
These unique’s effects make me felt happy, because I’m getting some feeling
becoming rich in thinks from my own self and from another in many interactions
with them. At that time, my eyes were open, after my ear heard to my teacher.
That’s why my mind being opening too, as my heart being more square than
before.
I am not often
have or bring money enough, but I am happy. I didn’t knew why, my heart became
sensitive if there is any viewer or heard by me; some clue to remind me. And in
this step, my second intention has added to the first. What was my second
intention?. Beside on my first intention to obedient to Alloh, this second
intention was pulled me to re-collect my memories about some mistakes which
I’ve done in my life before. Islamic’s terminology has a word for it as: sin.
In this second
step, my dzikir jahr’s effect was needing to be more growth up as soon as
possible. It wasn’t meaning that I have to leave my khofii’s dhikr, I felt it
helping my khofii was born in real in acts with the ways of dzikir jahr.
Simplify: what I felt that was what I have to told, what I told that was what I
have did or what I will going to do lillahi ta`ala. And of course it have to
doing in the true acts and in the false acts too cause it were must be the same attitude of mine for both
balanced.
But to got this
second step, it wasn’t easy I did at that time, and it wasn’t directly I could.
The process always needing, and an unique thing was: my teacher make me learn
more in muamalah’s cases to try me on my ability of jahr. It were about various
cases of akad or contracts whenever almost in every tours to Suryalaya I always
have no money enough to went away and to go back. From Bandung City to that
place has 90 of Kilometers of distance. If the post cash that I predicted still
enough in my pocket to go by public’s vehicle transportation, such as a bus or
an ELF, I could paid the post cost as the tarrif should be pay. But in the
fact, in nine times I went there in nin month’s calculates, I could went to
these seven times by a public’s transportation, and two times by ride a bicycle
to went away and go back after manaqiban’s ceremony. From seven times went by a
public’s vehicle transportation, it were twice I could go back to Bandung City
by it, and five times I go back by walking use a couple of sandals on my foot.
Those tours with
walked, from the east area of West Java Province to Bandung City, has many
lessons for me. One from the lessons was about the struggles history of the
Islamic’s warriors; Hizbulloh-Sabilillah,-in the year of 1946 after Bandung
City have been burned by its own citizen whenever the amry of allies and the
Dutch in the name of NICA <with long
words: Netherland Indie’s Civil Administration> expanding their
military’s power from Jakarta as Capitol City of Indonesian Republic’s States <with short word: RI> to West Java
that called as Priangan, and as the result of agreement consequence later:
Indonesian Republic’s Army in that time <TRI> was went out from West
Java’s area cause their hijrah event to the Central Java Province and Jogjakarta
Special Province which become the areas of RI. The rules of Islamic’s
warriors organization partition from the east area of West Java at that time <year of
1946> in their acts to attacking the allies and NICA should being important
facts in history of Indonesian Republic in the history to defending the
independence’s declaration in 1945 belong. This facts I knew cause I’ve wrote
and typed some parts about it as my paper script. So that these tour has
multify meanings for me. One of them was: I felt could directly re-following
physically steps foot of the warriors journey in order to getting back the
power at Bandung City in the early revolution’s of Indonesian modern period.
For those chance, I have to say many thank to all of my teacher, specially to
Mr. Indra Purwita, SH.
Whenever tired, I took a rest in a masjid
<mosque>, a store, or just sitting for a while on the out sider areas
from the road. Whenever thirsty or also hungry, I remember another sentence
from my teacher: “<…> lamun boga
duit, meuli. lamun teu boga, nginjeum. lamun teu boga tapi ngarasa teu bias
ngagantian nu diinjeum, kajeun ngomong menta. eta leuwih hade <…>”.
His lesson for these muamalah’s ways already heard by me in first in 1995 year,
when I fifteen years old. But until the last of 2016, I have no chances enough
to practice it at all those three conditions above;
1.
If you have some money, buy it <buy the goods
which I needing>,
2.
If you have no money, borrow it from the other
<I think this mean is for the money, not for the goods which I needing,
cause I’ve assumpt: with any value of money I can buy the goods>,
3.
If you have no money but predict feel couldn’t
exchange what you borrow, the better is: you talk to be given to you.
These three points become my
basic things of jahr in muamalah’s contracts that would practiced by me in many
chances. On the early acts, I felt shy to use the third way, so does with the
second way. But at that time, the situations and conditions didn’t gave me many
chances to practice without use the first way. At time time I often have no
money, I am not trading anymore as long as the days induring that period in the
theme above, at my town and another city, and I ussually didn’t know the
peoples which I meet in the journeys, they were strangers for me at began, and
I have to survive without money enough, without probabilities to get a normally
process in bought somethings I needing. Alhamdulillah, I’ve passed that exams,
after almost full in a year <induring 2017> I get no trading activities,
but in the early of 2018 my teacher has open the end of that “riyadhoh” as my practice.
So that now I get my start.
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